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songs to forget me by

by Out,Out

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1.
Hold my head up stand my ground I never really ever got it down And every night I Try to drown It under the alcoholic sound Of empty cans Bouncing off the ground And blame it on my circumstances But I never tried to turn it around Or take my chances Pick my head up off the ground don't remember anything about how it got there ringing loud must have been a disappointment our empty heads all bobble around locked in awkward ugly dances and I never tried to figure it out took the next exit We're so alone alone alone Just broken bones so far from home we go alone alone alone So sorry man, you're on your own Cut my hands off Sell my soul Its not enough to cover what I owe And every moment my debt grows No way to ever recover The vultures hover where I go Blame it on my circumstances They're uninvited Yeah I know I'll take my chances Chorus Hold my head up Stand my ground Never really ever got it down Leave my bones in open ground Or send them up thru flame in ashes I guess I should just take my chances * * *
2.
for a long time we thought we were alright and for a long time we were till it exploded one day like a land mine and changed the face of the earth but oh well... don't you wish we could be innocent and go back to the other side? we stayed up all night talking loud about fist fights and down the stairs came the heaviest shame the sudden silence compounded the insult And to this day a dark spot on my brain but oh well... don't you wish we could be innocent and go back to the other side? Don't you wish we could be innocent and that all of our lives could be spent doing something we wouldn't regret? Let's go back to the other side we stayed up all night talking loud round the fire light and then an instant revelation came and in that moment We knew it was not right but in the morning we put back on our chains and oh well... don't you wish we could be innocent and that all of our lives could be spent doing something we wouldn't regret? Let's go back to the other side. * * *
3.
Got My Money 06:38
wear me down it's been a long time since I've been this down and out it's getting harder now to breath under this shroud there's a better way to work around this problem when in doubt drink it all away and leave it till tomorrow but my heart aches where you're at you can't get anywhere from there and where I'm at it's hard to even care and there's no going back another path a new direction the same past pitting every one of us against each other but my heart aches you've already got my money you might as well throw the rest away you've already got my money just go on and throw my heart away take your craft devalue everything you are there's nothing left but scraps for dogs to fight over where I'm at it's all designed to keep me there to break my back trying to work around this problem and my heart aches you've already got my money you might as well throw the rest away you've already go my money just go on and throw my heart away there's no other time or place for us to go just feed me garbage keep my mind and body slow seems there's no other way to get out of this hole got my delusion and my worn remote control -Chorus- -repeat chorus- * * *
4.
Don't Panic 01:31
5.
We hear you speak and our knees feel weak a clear strong voice and words of hope you leave the room and a sense of doom comes creeping back into our bones tomorrow will bring sorrow that's all we know broken dreams and busted seams and everything is full of holes you've no more chance to prove you mean it no more chance to save your soul cause tomorrow brings sweet sorrow that's how we know to move on got another round to go another bruise for my ego it's hard enough to let it show it's hard enough to let it go it's all in my hands the blood, not the diamonds i guess I just don't get the joke I hear the crowd cheer and we all disappear i'm starting to think it's a hoax tomorrow brings sweet sorrow that's how we know to move on got another round to go another bruise for my ego it's hard enough to let it show it's hard enough to let you know got another round to go maybe i'll take this one slow pour it back and let it go throw it back and I don't know got another round to go another wound for my ego hold it up and drain it slow see if I can let it go * * *
6.
The Question 05:45
Where do you find answers to all your questions? They're in the clouds decipher them by just the inflection Smile upside down How can you question what's in your hands? And how can you question whats all around? Will your feet never touch the ground? Everything is good again Like its never really been Come with me and we'll pretend That we've got it all down Gravity It only goes one direction Into the ground And all this time spent in my reflection On the way down And that's how we question what's in our hands And thats how we question what's all around Cause our feet never touch the ground Everyone is beautiful Like we never really were Float an inch above the earth And we'll never come down
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it's the weight of the sky that is falling down on you and you wonder why no one feels it but they do it's a subtle reminder of all that you would do it's the same old routine that has somehow become you on and then off and then on again do you remember why we were doing this? Off and then on and then off to get on with it i've been a slave for so long and i'll keep on running... it's the walls of this room that are closing in on you the bulk never is quite as good as the preview just always remember there's always some bleed through from the same old routine that has somehow become you on and then off and then on again do you remember why we were doing this? Off and then on and then off to get on with it i've been a slave for so long so i'll keep on running off and then on and then... it's the rules that they break that you can't even bend but you'll always have me there to let you down it's the problems they solve that you don't know you have so come on lets get on with it it's always the same old trick of the hand but you've got your empty pockets to weigh you down it's the rules that they make that you don't understand so come on let's get on with it every broken heart that we'll never recover from everything is gone and no one even noticed it won't be long until everything falls apart -chorus come on now let's just get on with it * * *
8.
so you're already in flames and i'm all the water here not enough to quench the rage of all these wasted years and tomorrow wouldn't care if we never had been here we'll just burn and float away tomorrow is half the world away we couldn't run fast enough to stand in place so you're already in pain and there's no anesthetic here and we all know who to blame just point your fingers in the air cause you never really say what the point is anyway we'll just burn and float away tomorrow is half the world away we couldn't run fast enough to stand in place and there's no better way just burn and float away there's no better way just burn and float away we're already dead but somehow we're still breathing so you're already in flames and there's no more water here * * *
9.
Get It Right 05:06
it took a long time to come down took too much time to come to this cold conclusion as cold as the winters have become it took a long time to break out spent too much time wrapped in this cold confusion as cold as my heart has become I'll never get this right again it's not like I ever tried to win i'll never get this right again I guess sometimes you just get lucky It's all coming down now and it feels like you should have known this was coming like the pressure that builds before a storm It's all in the past now it's so far but feels so close to your bones like a voice on the phone that takes you home I'll never get this right again it's not like I ever tried to win I'll never get this right again I guess sometimes you just get lucky it gives me the hope that I didn't need to quell my spite so I can fly away blindly chasing something I'll never find. I'll never get this right again it's not like I ever tried to win I'll never get this right again I guess sometimes you just get lucky. * * *
10.
Couldn't run away from my whole life couldn't run away from All that time couldn't run away but you know I'll try to burn it all couldn't get away with all our lies couldn't get away from the outside couldn't get my pay but you know i tried to burn it all if we're honest Its beyond us Let's be honest try to own our lives in the hour before we die then say goodbye cant get away from the fear of life The coming quick release and the last goodbye I have to find some peace and you know I've tried You know I've tried Let's be honest It's beyond us Let's be honest Try to own our lives In the hour Before we die And then say goodbye * * *
11.
Bread Line 06:02
I've been waiting in a long line waiting for some down time waiting for a moment that could be mine I been waiting for a long long time I've been staring at the sun rise wishing I had new eyes wishing that we'd never have to say goodbye at least not for a long long time Lay down my head or my heart instead and we'll pretend that everything is as it should be I've been chasing down the wrong lead hiding up the wrong sleeve needing everything I never really need I've been fiending for a long long time I've been staring at the sunset wishing I could forget wishing there was no feeling of regret been wishing for a long long time there goes my head or my heart instead I can't pretend that everything is as it should be never would have let me know that i'd die waiting in this hole never ever let me go i've been standing in this bread line wishing I had more time wondering was anything ever really mine? except of course my place in this line. -chorus- * * *
12.
Flash Flood 06:30
I'm already down at the bottom of a dry wash and standing alone walking across the empty desert just thinking and kicking the bones I thought I thought a thought that made some sense turns out that I was just wrong it turns out that I was just wrong I thought I knew what world I was standing in I thought I knew my right from my wrong I thought I knew what was at the ending and I thought I knew what was coming along I was wrong I've always been down at the bottom of the tree that grows where I'm from I've always known how I fit into it just hiding under a stone there's something funny underneath that rock we'd better leave it alone it's best to leave it alone you thought you knew what life had in store for us you thought you knew your right from your wrong you thought you knew that life held much more than this we thought we knew but turns out we've been wrong all along and now the rain is coming down this dry wash to take me home and now the rain is drowning me and everything I think I know I'm already down at the bottom of a dry wash and standing alone searching for artifacts and arrowheads smiling and kicking the stones something has lived and died and turned to dust I'll make a song from its bones I'll make a knife from its bones we thought we knew what life had in store for us we thought we knew what was coming along swept away with all of the detritus layer of sediment a white pile of bones and now the rain is coming down this dry wash to take us home and now the rain is drowning us and everything we think we know repeat chorus * * *
13.
So far away from here It's safer there Blue skies above to fall on you Far away from here It's safer there There's softer ground to lie on close your eyes and go You feel it coming You see the walls crumbling Protect yourself with Your books and your stubborn skin And just pervert it Manipulate it again And flow around it like water You're always changing So far away from here The sky is clear There's softer ground to land on Far away from me You say your prayers There's safety in the number Just close your eyes and go a fluid motion you part and come back again unharmed devotion a book and credulous skin you just pervert it cite a new definition and flow around truth like water and I'm left to swim frustrated and hated again I'm drowning in my awkward skin Castrated and hated again i'm waiting for this dream to end eyes dilated Manipulated again you have your answers in your books and your magic skin one more exception your rules are all crumbling you flow around it like water and I'm left to swim repeat chorus * * *
14.
Watch It Go 09:06
push it just to watch it break apply pressure in the right place just a touch is all it takes if we can find the weak spot so we just push and watch it break break it just to watch it go we can fix it down the road thinking time will still move slow we'll have so many chances so we just kill and watch it go just deny that there was ever any ugly in us make your mind the seed we sow not a tear was shed we will not stand for inconvenience walking home just moves too slow and now it's gone yeah it was here but now it's gone plastic jesus on the lawn i remember so it must be real and i can't shake it but now you're here and it's all gone it's a long way to come down or to fall but the grounds coming up fast just stay strong keep the throttle wide open deny it all cause we can make this stone fly yeah we can make this house fly fast enough to pierce the sky what happens when the engines fail? apologies for everything we've done but now it's yours and now we're gone a legacy competing with the sun we light the fuse and then we run what happens when the engines fail? apologies for everything we've done but now it's yours and now were gone technology competing with the sun we light the fuse and then we run apologies for everything we've down but now it's yours and now we're gone burned everything we could get our hands on called it the freedom to be wrong called it the freedom to be dumb. What happens when the engines fail? * * *

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released February 14, 2014

copyright 2014 bleeding back

Chris Andrus: Vocals, Guitar, Keyboards, Bass
Shane Diablo: Drums
Zach Alvey: Guitar
Jeremy Sundeaus: Bass

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